By reacting to emotionally distressing situation in my life, I did a very bad thing that has created even much more negativity which has led to so many people getting hurt. It has also left me very depressed and guilty.
By my single rash action, I have hurt the respect at least 11 of my closest people grievously which includes my immediate family. I have also lost my goodwill in front of my whole existing society. I can repair this by going ahead with my decision but that would mean doing everything against that I wish to do.
I am desperately seeking for healing of this whole situation and especially for the people involved.
I want that:
1) This situation is resolved in the most friendly manner and gives rise to clarity and bright future for everybody involved
2) All 11 people are absolutely happy, healthy and contented with their life
3) My parents and brother are understanding my view of life and give me unconditional love and are giving me absolute support
4) She is absolutely happy
5) He is absolutely happy
6) I am absolutely happy and I am able to get out of this situation in a friendly and understanding way. I am able to
I am asking for too much but this is a really very desperate call from my side to you. I am feeling really very sorry for giving all this pain to so many people but I am happy today that somehow I am managing to ask for help from all of you.
Thanks and God Bless